Don't get close to me when my mind in a state of half consciousness

Yawn~

Today was a mixed day. There was nothing for me to do. I double checked everything, just to make sure there's nothing pending tasks on my table. Then, I just wondering around on the net, trying to survey what kind of car I should buy.

It was up until 12.30pm, when my colleague woke me up, where I suddenly realized I felt asleep on my table. Then, the problem came. I need to represent my team leader to a meeting. It was a big meeting, where you need to present your proposal. The proposal was from my boss, regarding some internal project which summed up to RM 60k.  I just wondered how the hell I need to present someone else projects. I didn't even know what I'm supposed to do. Just go and show my numb face?? I really hate late notice, when I realized the letter for the meeting was delivered to him a day before. Sigh.

I went through the proposal quickly. Under my half consciousness, I found something on the proposal, some ambiguous data. Something unrelated to the project. It was something he slipped in the proposal, that can be a point of discussion. I argued with him, I demand an explanation. I don't care at all, even though he's my immediate officer. He said, it will be okay. They will never know about it because it will be overlooked since it just a little part of the big proposal. 

I got a little bit shiver it my mind. That's his project. I'm not the one who responsible for any mess. I'm asking one of my technician to be my backup, because he's the one who prepared the proposal. He said, he didn't want to, this meeting should be attended by an engineer.

I was a little bit upset with these kind of behaviors. They totally deserve direct slaps on their faces. Since I was a little bit sleepy, I just ignored them. Okay, fine. I'll go, but I cannot promise anything.

I just only got 2 hours to prepare, which I wasn't. Just try to sleep back, but too many thing came through my mind. Still thinking what kind of car will suit me the most...

I went for the meeting. When it came up for my turn, I just gave them some background story of the project. And the committee found that ambiguous data, which me myself found it with my half conscious mind before. It's no-brainer thing after all.  I didn't know how to answer. Politely, I called a time out. I phoned my team leader, and said this was a very urgent matter. Then, he showed up and did the rest. (How the hell did he manage to come anyway)

Now, that was my tactics just from beginning. I knew he can be easily dislodge, that's why I didn't bother myself too much. 

It just a little feeling burning inside. It's not because of they lied make me upset the most, I just upset because from now on, I cannot trust them...

That's all.